Tuesday, February 19, 2013

KITKAT BITES


An idea just hit me. This phrase "Siguro, kung walang girlfriend un, liligawan ka nun." tears me apart. Should I be flattered with that or not? Not that I believe it and hope something comes out from it. Truth is, I really don't know why people say that to me. I've heard it like for a million times. Yeah sure it is something I may want to happen. But that’s not how life is. And I can’t do anything but to accept it. It is sad, but we just have to trust His plans.

SPOILER ALERT.

I just remembered this movie that I watched recently. It’s called Liberal Arts starring Josh Radnar and Elizabeth Olsen. No, it’s not an Oscar awarded movie but it has a lot of lessons. I had my own version of the ending cause I wasn’t satisfied. It was not the ending I was expecting but as I said, it’s not how it works. I thought that Jesse (Josh) would end up with Zibby (Elizabeth). But they didn’t cause he realized he’s too old for her although they have the same interests. Instead he ended up with the librarian (Elizabeth Reaser). They are age appropriate and they do have the same interests as well. Although he likes Zibby a lot, his morality tells him that they aren’t right for each other.


My lesson earned? Liking somebody is not enough. If you’re not for each other, then nothing could be great enough to have you ending up together. If it’s not meant to be, it won’t happen. He has plans. We just have to trust Him.

Friday, February 15, 2013

Happy Valentines Day! :)



Just wanted to greet everyone  Happy Valentines/Single awareness Day! Well it is both for me..not that I have a special someone. But who says only couples can celebrate Vday?! 

On facebook, especially yesterday, I can see only two things. It's either someone loving the valentine season or one who's very bitter about it. Can't say I've been both though cause I was bitter at first. But then I realized why should I be? I have every reason not to be. It only takes the right mindset to be happy on valentine's day. Who says you can't celebrate it with friends? nor with your family? I had a blast cause we watched the Foursome concert(Martin/Pops,Ogie/Regine) at the Arena. Yeah I know they're a bit for oldies but they're really great. 

Although it has helped me a lot to stay cool when I decided to skip duty and stay at home and watch Zac Efron movies. HAHAHA I was not able to see corny traditional couples going on a date while the girl is carrying her bouquet and teddy bear/cake. haha But I know I'm gonna have my own time. And I promise myself it's not going to be an ordinary traditional one. I've been patiently waiting for it for a pretty long time so I think I deserve a little more than the usual. You think? :)) Just thinking about this, I can imagine how it would be hard for the guy HAHAHA

I can't help but feel the pressure though because I have A LOT of friends who goes like "woke up to this" or "so kilig" yada yada yada on the photo caption of the flowers and gifts they received. But I'm real happy for them. So yeah...just sharin my thoughts about Feb 14. 

Sunday, February 10, 2013

Stupid things when that cycle of the month comes...

It is super stupid that I am literally crying right this very fucking moment. It's not suppose to be that sad but I don't know why I am stupidly crying.  The situation doesn't deserve it, really. But my hormones told me to let it out! My god. But at least I have a reason to be sad rather than be sad without any reason at all. That'd be weird.

My one not so good reason for wetting my pillow with tears tonight is that this news that I heard earlier. We were doing the experimentation on our thesis at Veterans when suddenly the staff came in and blah blah blah they talked to our groupmates who are currently working there...one of the staff is a batchmate of the guy that I am weeping about. The guy that I have mentioned in my earlier blogs for a few times. And my friend asked that staff about the guy. Then she went in and told me what she (the staff) said. The fucking news was broken to me like normal stuff...course it wouldnt bother them cause this shit aint no big deal to anybody else but me. But honestly, it made me sadder than having to know that the most recent guy that I like is engaged.

Why do they have to exist?! Why does it have to be kind of genetic?! And of all the peoplein the world, why him?....

I may be way too over dramatic but the moment the news was broken, I felt heavy on the inside...we may not have met yet, but my hope was still up til tonight. :'(

Saturday, February 2, 2013

The Specialty today..SOUP. :)



IT IS AN EXIT REQUIREMENT. It’s what every graduating student is getting stressed out for. In our case, med-tech interns, aside from the never ending makeups on duty, the one thing that keeps our mind preoccupied is our THESIS. Right now, ours isn’t in a pretty good shape. We thought it was, so we were confident that our leader could save us. But we were totally wrong after our defense today. It was a disaster. Sabaw. Ginisa with pawis and kaba haha Although, despite the bad things, good things still try to peak through. Hey, it’s the first week of February and we already had our defense. Bad thing though that we had to repeat the experimentation. But at least we knew it earlier rather than having the defense on the latest date and finding out that we have to re-defend later on. That would be a big hassle.

So then I thought to myself.....

     In every bad thing that happens, there is still a good stuff stuck with it. So cheer up! J Take a deep breath and do something that would make you feel good (read a book, watch a movie, eat ice cream, hit the gym, or whatever…haha). Allowing yourself to relax may help you find a way out of your problem. J