1/11/14

I really wish I have total control over my feelings. I want to feel happy. Happy for them. For him. For finally being able to settle down with the girl introduced by Fate. By Destiny. But no. My brain is clouded by things that are rubbish. I don't want to act like something ever  happened. No. Nothing ever really happened. Just a bunch of stories and assumptions happened. But why do I feel like my brain is not making any sense? Making sense in this situation means forgetting what was, even though there really never was and accepting what is. Being able to feel okay and congratulate them makes alot of sense. What else does? In my head right now, nothing is...